Fear is one of the worst possible decision-makers when it comes to picking the right life partner. Unfortunately, the way society is set up, fear starts infecting all kinds of otherwise-rational people, sometimes as early as the mid-twenties. The types of fear our society (and parents, and friends) inflict upon us—fear of being the last single friend, fear of being an older parent, sometimes just fear of being judged or talked about—are the types that lead us to settle for a not-so-great partnership. The irony is that the only rational fear we should feel is the fear of spending the latter two thirds of life unhappily, with the wrong person—the exact fate the fear-driven people risk because they’re trying to be risk-averse.Of course, it all comes back to fear, so be careful if you’re making decisions out of fear, they may not be the best ones. Human beings are not very good at dealing with fear. The protection patterns we develop unconsciously through watching our parents and society, as children, are often not very helpful, in fact, they are awfully dysfunctional and account for a lot of what is wrong with this world. The end. Oh wait, not the end; there needs to be some advice. Okay, so here’s the thing: be honest if you possibly can. Don’t be an ass, but try not to hide the truth either. If your significant other is really insecure, you’re not doing them any favors by propping up their insecurity with lies and obfuscation. If you can’t work out how to communicate effectively and openly, you may both need therapy. But really, who am I to judge? I’d just rather not have to cringe at the obvious chain of events leading to relationship train-wreck that comes from trying (too hard) not to hurt someone. Oh yeah, and don’t feel guilty for eating cake. Break the cycle.
Author: isaritchie
deconstructing convictions, beliefs and meaning-making
the myth of the individual
Western social theory is founded on certain everyday common sense, one that assumes that the most important thing about people is that they are all unique individuals. Theory therefore also tends to start with individuals and tries to understand how they form relations with one another (society)… With no concept of either “society” or unique individuals, [the Melpa] assumed the relationships came first. (Towards an Anthropology of Value, 2001, page 36, 37)The thing about assuming that we’re all just selfish is that it ignores that we’re equally not. Sure, it makes a great economic platform if you like to promote the kind of economy that destroy ecosystems and exploits people as much and as quickly as possible, and it fits with the Christian heritage of Western culture that assumes we’re all sinners, but it ignores the blindingly obvious communal aspects of us – as a species. Basically, if someone was like: ‘dude, when you’ve got a minute, can you help me grind this flour so we can have some sweet gluten-free fairtrade bread in five hours’ and you had the time and energy, and that person wasn’t a talking chicken, you’d probably be all over that, right? You’re a decent kind of person… and people have been making bread communally for thousands of years. Anyway, there’s another reason The Little Red Hen is a terrible story: it sucks to eat alone. If I went to all that trouble to make some kick-arse bread I would want to share it, and the recipe.
the insecure attachment trap
- anxious–preoccupied (pulling on the rope)
- dismissive–avoidant (resisting the pull/pushing away)
- fearful–avoidant (in denial of the existence of ropes and not wanting to hold on in the first place)
deconstructing the romance narrative trap
pathways to sustainability through food sovereignty and agroecology
- Producing food for people, not for the global commodity market
- Valuing food producers
- Localising food systems
- Local control over resources
- Building skills and knowledge
- Working with Nature
a children’s story to explain sociological theory
In the city of logic, in the land of modernism, everything was black and white lived a man named Georg. Georg was bored of the city and its limits, he longed for something different, something bigger and more wonderful. Praxis grew out of an age of modernism, where logic was the primary dogma. It all started with Hegel, for it was his idea of synthesis, of incorporating frameworks rather than excluding those that aren’t ‘right’, that made it possible for Praxis to exist at all. Or we could go back further and claim that for ideas to be synthesized they must have been separated in the first place, and we could accredit this to Descartes work, a century or two before, because he is well known for severing the body from the mind. Or we could go back further to the Greeks or to the pre-literate societies we know so little about, because as Hegel himself points out, we are repeating this cycle throughout history. But for now we will begin with Hegel, the mender of the schism was mended by Hegel, a pioneer of holism and the open mind. …………..
One day a beautiful thing fluttered past. It was a bright colour Georg had never seen before. He told the people of the town, but they didn’t believe him. “There is only black and white.” They said Georg went to school and studied all the knowledge he could find. All the modern books were black and white, but some of the oldest, dustiest books seemed to be different, they spoke of colours and plants and creatures, their pictures were strange and beautiful, and there was a chance, Georg imagined, that they might once have been colourful. But there was nothing quite like the beautiful thing in the bright new colour he had seen flutter past. So he went exploring. Outside the city limits he found a whole new world with a bright blue sky, filled with creatures and plants Georg had never seen before and each one seemed to have more amazing colours than the last. Hegel, as a child in the 1700s was curious about the world, he wanted to understand it, not just in the objective way that scientists do. He wanted to understand how his internal experiences related to what was happening in the world around him. He read books and poetry, he studied the ancient philosophers and the contemporary, he watched the French revolution unfold and the siege of Napoleon and he sought to understand the intricate patterns of humanity, of mind and nature, the subject and object, of psychology, the state, history, art, religion, and philosophy. …………………. Georg went back to the city. He tried to tell the people about the amazing world, but they did not believe him. “There is only black and white” They said. “If there was colour, then our city could not possibly exist.” That did not make sense to Georg. He knew that it was possible for black and white and colour to exist all at the same time. So he went back outside the city limits and he asked the creatures there. The creatures said nothing, so Georg watched and observed. He saw how the rain seemed to make the plants glow, he saw how the smaller plants must grow into large trees, he saw the seedlings and he thought “If I could bring this into the city, then they would understand.” So Georg went about collecting the seeds of all of the magnificent plants, the trees and flowers and the sweet fruits. He gathered them together and brought them back to the city of Logic. He found some bare ground that no one was using and he dug it up, mixing the black and white, turning it to grey. He planted the seeds in the ground and watered them, like the rain. And he waited. The people stood around and they said “This will not work.” Georg waited and waited, white the people called him names, convinced that he was a fool. They forgot about Georg and his astounding ideas that must be crazy and they went back to their lives and their jobs, meanwhile Georg waited, and waited and waited. Nothing happened. He went back to the amazing world outside the city and he watched and observed more. He saw how the leaves would fall from the plants and turn brown on the ground, he wondered if this ground was different to the ground in the city because of the leaves falling for so long. He put mounds of leaves into a bag and brought them back to the city of Logic. He sprinkled them onto the earth he had dug up and he watered them again. The earth turned brown and still he waited… One morning Georg noticed he was not the only one watching and waiting, a group of children gathered round, they pointed at the ground and smiled, and talked to eachother in hushed voices. Georg looked closely at the earth he had so lovingly prepared and saw, to his utter joy and amazement, a tiny shoot emerging from beneath the dirt and leaves in a bright, beautiful colour. The people gathered round again. Some still said he was crazy, some moved quickly along and went back to their jobs, some were interested and they stood with Georg and watched the miraculous garden grow. Some people became angry and yelled at Georg, “it is all an illusion, an illusion.” they said “This is a waste of time, we all know what is really real and it is black and white.” But Georg didn’t listen to them. He said “look, we have room enough in this city for the black and white and for the colours. We don’t just have to have one or the other.” And he watched and waited, as more and more shoots began to grow and more and more colours emerged. Hegel became a professor at various universities and wrote books about his ideas. Throughout his life he had witnessed much conflict between people, countries and ideas and he discovered a solution; very different ideas could be incorporated together in philosophy, contradictions could co-exist, and indeed, all sides of a story would be necessary for absolute knowledge to exist. ……….. Many years later Karl came along and saw the beautiful garden that Georg had created. It had grown wild and some people liked it, others said it was a mess and that the city should go back to being black and white. Karl sat in the garden and he thought and thought. He thought about all the good work Georg had done in creating the garden and bringing colour and new life into the city of logic and he came up with a name for the garden. “This is the garden of Praxis!” He said, “Because this garden was created through the great ideas of Georg, combined with his real work.” He thought of all the scholars sitting up in the black towers of logic, thinking all day and never doing anything. “What use is that?” He wondered. He thought of how the people in the city lived, spending all their time working hard and never being happy, and he had an idea “If we all grew these gardens, we would have enough sweet fruits for everyone to eat, the people wouldn’t have to work all day, and they could be happy and enjoy their lives. Karl tended the garden, and other people helped him. Together they explored the world for new seeds so they could plant more seeds of sweet fruit trees and vegetables, in every colour and flavour imaginable into the garden. They dug up more land and made the garden bigger. Along came Marx, a man from the upper classes who chose to spend his life campaigning for the working class. Marx is well known for many things, particularly for the role of his ideas in the Russian revolution and other similar movements around the world. It was he who re-created the concept of Praxis, originally a Greek word related to action. Marx saw Hegel’s Dialectic as revolutionary in it’s ability to include many different perspectives previously ignored by people in power. He borrowed Hegel’s concept of integration and also Feuerbach’s idea that the physical world and material satisfaction are important. Marx was a very practical man, he is well known for saying “The philosophers have only interpreted the world in various ways—the point however is to change it”. To Marx, theory and philosophy were useless if they did not seek to change the world, and action, without theory could be futile. To remedy this Marx constructed Praxis as the synthesis of theory and praxis. Praxis was about taking philosophy out of it’s lofty tower and putting thoughts to work in the real world in order to change the world. Praxis was revolutionary. When Karl was very old and tired, he handed the garden over to his friends and followers. One of them was Paulo. ………… Paulo liked what Karl had done with the garden, and he had been happy to help him, but he also had ideas of his own. “We have been growing so many plants in this place.” He said to the other gardeners, “But not everyone in the city is able to eat them. Why don’t we teach the other people in the city to grow their own gardens, with the fruits that they will enjoy, then everyone can have enough delicious food to eat and enjoy their lives.” “How will we do that?” asked the other gardeners, “What if they don’t want to learn?” Paulo thought about this for a while. He saw a boy on the street and he asked him “Little boy, what is important to you? The little boy said “I like to play sports with my dad.” Paulo nodded, “Does he play sports with you enough?” “No,” said the boy, frowning “He is always working so that he can feed our family.” Paulo was very interested in this, he asked the boy “What if you and your father, and your whole family could grow your own food together, delicious food like the fruits in this garden, and then you would all have more time together and spare time to play sports.” The little boy looked at Paulo and smiled, then he ran off to find his father. Paulo went back to the other gardeners. “I have figured it out!” He said. “This is the way we can teach people – we must find out what they really want to learn and why, and then we can help them to learn it. This is the best way to teach because we can do it with love and humility, with respect and creativity, and through this we can help people to think for themselves, to choose their destiny and to grow their own food. Together we can turn the whole city of Logic into a garden of Praxis!” Freire drew on Marx’s ideas. He envisioned society as one liberated through education. He didn’t agree with the kind of education he saw in schools, where children were treated like knowledge banks, being deposited full of information. He didn’t see education as something that should be instructed or forced on people. He believed in learning empowerment. He thought that if people could learn about what they were passionate about they would learn much more quickly. He thought critical consciousness was necessary in real learning and communication. He wanted to help people in developing the ability to act reflect on action and act in light of their reflection. This is his action-reflection cycle. Freire believed that through praxis human beings create and recreate society. He thought that praxis required self determination, intentionality, creativity and rationality. He developed a system for people to learn about the world through a process he called ‘dialogue’. He said “Dialogue cannot exist, however in the absence of a profound love for the world and for men. The naming of the world, which is an act of creation and re-creation, is not possible if it is not infused with love. Love is at the same time the foundation of dialogue and dialogue itself. It is thus necessarily the task of responsible Subjects and cannot exist in a relation of domination. Domination reveals the pathology of love: sadism in the dominator and masochism in the dominated.” Freire’s ideas have been used, with great success in Cuba, with their literary campaign, and other places around the world. Although they have amazing potential to educate people they have not gained much popularity in the Western world, probably because they create a gateway for people to become more political which is something governments would find difficult. So what is praxis? Praxis is the union of the mind and the body, of thoughts and actions, of theory and practice. Praxis is empowering and transformative. It is the process through which philosophy can impact reality, to create positive change.nursing the primal wound
Every now and then someone will treat you really badly, whether it’s accidentally, incidentally or intentionally, and trigger all this horrible emotional stuff, right? Maybe it’s your boss, your current or former lover/partner, your best friend, mother, father or child. Maybe the’re triggering anger, detrayal, anguish, fear. Maybe you react assertively or barely react at all but either way the feelings are there. The projections run wild: “That bitch!/bastard!/creep!/idiot!/scoundrel!” How dare they? We feel wounded, underneath all the other emotions. We feel hurt. We probably feel like the other someone else has hurt us and is doing us damage, but most probably, the damage has already been done – was done ages ago – and we are re-living it over and over, and over…
The primal wound is the center of all other turmoil. It probably comes from the drastic post-natal separation from the womb or some other very early childhood trauma and every other painful experience has compounded it. It is what Eckhart Tolle calls the pain-body. He describes it as a tangled mess of wounded ego – of trauma, abandonment, betrayal, hurt, fear and general suffering. The pain-body is often dormant. We wander around living pretty sweet lives until something nasty happens and triggers all this shit. The wound is primal because it pre-dates narrative-memory, it is part of primary human experience. It is the wrenching separation from the feeling of being connected, of being absolutely safe and warm, of floating in the centre of the universe. It is so difficult for us to learn that we aren’t the centre of the universe – at least not to everyone else – because everyone is struggling to learn the same thing. This traumatic separation triggers our base survival fear. We are terrified of our limitations, or our mortality, of our insignificance. There is only so much a young ego can take before it ruptures and becomes wounded. Although it’s obvious that living life through this woundedness is not in one’s best interests, we can become awfully attached to our wounds and the traumas and dramas that inevitably surround them. We construct our identities around them: “I am so-and-so and I am ____” insert addiction/trauma/negative label here. We can even be proud of what we’ve suffered to the point that we refuse to stop suffering. Our woundedness gives us an excuse to opt-out of life-obligations, it gives us an excuse to be nasty because we were once treated that way. Really, you don’t need the excuse. If you want to opt-out, do it, if you want to be nasty, go ahead. Excuses are just more unnecessary justification. If you want drama, there is plenty to create and share. If you’re over it and want to move on then begin the disentangling process. We feel justified in our suffering, in our anger, in our vengeful thoughts. Maybe we are justified, let’s assume we are, either way justification isn’t useful. If we just stay ‘justified’ we tangle the wound even more. We can hold onto all the crap. We easily get stuck. Let’s try something different. Let’s try disentangling from current projections and old trauma. Drop the other people from the equation for a minute. Good work. Now, what is left? That wound. Over the years it has been pushed down into the unconscious to fester, it has been covered over with all sorts of ugly and pretty things. It has become like a boil, an infection seething under the skin and this new trauma, this new trigger of pain/fear/anger has brought it to the surface. It’s not a pretty sight, but it is a chance to clear out the pus, clean the wound and let it heal. Awareness is always helpful, like a flash light in the dark. If we can focus on this wound – not in an unhelpful dwelling-on-it-going-around-in-circles kind of way because that will only get us more tangled up – but in way that is clear of projections, in a way that regularly cleans it out and wraps it in safe thoughts, in a way that occasionally squeezes out more of the pus until there is none left, then we can give it all the right things to heal. We don’t do the healing in our minds, we just remove the barriers. Healing is automatic in the right circumstances. To speed it up we can nurture ourselves. We can eat the foods our body really wants (not the kind our wound-wrapped-mind craves for comfort), we can move and stretch and exercise in the way our bodies prefer. We can create and be with friends and in nature and do all those things that feed us. We can listen inwards to what we really need instead of looking outwards into projections of happiness on the buffet-table of life that may be all empty-calories and no nutrient-density. A special kind of freedom is possible when we can separate ourselves from the drama and projections of the mundane world, and freedom can be terrifying too, but at least it’s not tedious repetitive cycles of pain.